The one that got away :(

Did u ever dreamt of the same person over and over again? Dreams are something unintended. I do wish i dont dreamt of him so many time. He is the guy i secretly admired during high school. Its heartbreaking when he acted so shocked and happy when he knew it was me sending him all the letters. He even came again to school twice to see me. But i was to naive. I dont know how to react. He just wanted to talk. But i left him with this questions in his mind - i thought u liked me, why u treat me like that?. I was too scared and dont know what to do. You were the first guy showing interest to me. Im sorry. I wished, i never told him who the hell i am.

Now, i keep on dreaming of you. It was beautiful each time. The best part is, i remember it clearly. Like just now, u came to me crying. Saying u miss me. U said u had a hard time. I do hope u are ok in your real life, AHMY, the one that got away. I do miss u too.

Hi curl, Hi risk
TI 98-99-00

Yesterday was a dull day for me. Listening to a broken marriage stories remind me of mine. Nope, mine not broken. Yet. Hopefully not soon. I'm too vulnerable to face that kind of situation. Listening to in how people cheating, being cheated, it breaks my heart. I do believe in the marriage's tie, its all about trust n love.

And today the dullness seems to lingers. Suddenly, I miss my friends. Whom I seldom have time to see. Actually, I always have time. Not them. Updated a status on FB expressing my thought, a history of the moment smells like flowers, cute goatee n tall guy that I had crush with a decade ago, liked my status. Hmm. No, sorry dude. Im not talking bout you, but thanks for the like tho. Hahaha.

When u crushed someone's heart, don't u dare expect for forgivenes. Its ju