Almost 2 years i didnt write anything on this medium. 2 years is a short time but fills with so many event. Good, bad, so-so or blurry, it happened. Too many stories to tell but i wont rush. Live is easier nowadays, financially. But hey, life will not let u live according to your perfect perfecy plans. My love life is so-so. But the beautiful outcome from it, i met my new bestest friend and companion. We just met, 10 months ago and we fell in love instantly. Wouldnt change it for gezzillion dollars. My true true love, my soulmate. My lil Bnana.

Procastination

It was unintended, but somehow my mum know that something is bothering me. I was busted. But anyway, I guess it's a good thing. I don't have to avoid talking to her any more. I'm actually relieved.

But, life isn't that easy, sister. I need to step up. Be more aggressive. I need to.

Today, I am sick. I have fever and flu going on and its not beautiful. I hate flu. I got this liquid non stop flowing out of my nose. Its annoying!

I guess my adventure to the aggressiveness can start tomorrow. Ha!

Sakit

Pabila dilanda sakit atau susah, terus-terus teringat pada yang mencipta. Masa senang dan sihat? Dah nama pun manusia. Lupa tu normal la. Dah 3-4 hari dilanda demam, selsema, sakit tekak dan pening kepala. Bersin tak henti-henti. Semalam, turun lagi satu ujian. Air tiada. Aduh! Bil dh byr on-time. Ape hal?

Telefon provider, takde org jawab (biasalah tu..) tp di pengakhirannya air ada balik. Tapi karat! macam kopi. Rase lega. Tapi dalam hati tahu yang itu bukan pengakhiran bagi semua masalah. Tapi rasa syukur tetap wujud!

Di saat  sebegini, adakalanya akal dibodohkan dengan perkara-perkara tak sepatutnya. Tapi nasib masih menyebelahi. Ada yang masih mendokong. Ada yang sanggup mendampingi. Terima kasih.

Mood nak menaip sudah terbang. Air hidung ni tak berhenti mengalir.

Way to go Gut

I've mentioned that life is hard. Especially when I tend to live in denial. I do want to reveal the truth. Telling everyone how I am, truthfully. But, when the day to reveal to everybody, I never thought that it was really THAT hard. I choked. So I grab a glass of water, drink it and went to my bed and sleep.

So, the next day, I woke up to the most annoying fact that I fail miserably to fix my life, even it is the most simple way to do it. Damn you gut!

Pelik

Sungguh aku tak faham. Anda faham? Lebih kurang beginilah ceritanya.

Ade manusia yang suka ambil kesempatan atas kesusahan orang lain untuk merasakan diri sendiri lagi hebat. Dalam keperihatinan yang diberi sempat juga untuk membuat diri terasa lebih berguna. Dalam masa yang sama, memberi lebih kehinaan pada yang sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga.

Tak sangka. Ada juga manusia macam ni.

Mungkin saya patut duduk saja di dalam gua ini. Sebab yang di luar semua tak dapat dijangka.