Hopeful Wishes

I feel like running away. Away from all this. I wish I have the money to put some gas in my car and go anywhere. I wish I can tell those people who really care, about my situation. I wish I can hug my mum now and cry. I hope she didn't hate me for what I've gotten myself into. I wish I can speak with her. Telling all my problem. Hearing her voice. Assuring that all these will be gone. 

I wish I have somewhere to go with someone. Live life recklessly. I really wish that someone can cook some special dinner for me. I wish someone can treat me nicely. I wish I got flowers from someone I like.

I wish that one day I'll have kids of my own. I wish that my mum can see me pregnant, take care of me after labour and play with my kids. I wish my mum and I live long enough for that.

I wish that all my wishes come true. 

I never gonna stop loving my mum. My true true love.